I've been telling myself that i wan to slim down but no action is done .

So disappointed with myself .

Finish all the food is what i everytime hear now .

Kinda sick . Getting more n more intake of food .

How i wish i coud go back to last time .

When i had quarter bowl of rice lil food .

Full then die die don eat .

Now is kinda stress had to finish all the food .

So kinda use to it so bigger intake .

But i've eat ALOT but every meal i was like TOO FULL .

Sometime even wan to puke .

I mean u can cook lesser if u noe cant finish ?

I like to order lots of food ,

But not finishing them . . (last time )

Now ?!! I had to force myself to finish !

I'm not gg to force myself to finish e food .!

less intake more meal (last time)

NOW ?! MORE INTAKE MORE MEAL !

i'm gg back to lesser intake ! (less meal if possible !)

I'm not gg torture myself my gastric , stomach !

I Seriously think that i'm jus a ugly fat bitch !

♥ 佩如 ♥